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Over you....

Tue Dec 22, 2009, 8:11 PM

_{Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.}

4 Comments

Mood: Zeal

To be honest

Fri Dec 18, 2009, 10:01 PM

life fucking sucks right now
i'm not over that fucking jackass rodney and i'm still crying my eyes out every fucking night over him
i don't know what the fuck to do anymore
all i do is sleep
i don't eat
i don't give a shit about much of anything anymore
who knew i'd take a break-up i saw coming a long time ago this fucking hard?!
i know it's been almost 2 or 3 months....but it still fucking hurts!!
i mean it's so bad, i can't be alone anymore.....i'm NEVER home anymore i'm always with friends, it helps some....but whenever i'm alone i loose it

i can honestly say...i've hit rock bottom and i doubt i'll be coming back from this one.......

what the hell do i do!?!

7 Comments

Mood: Depressed

So with my heart and my pride on the line

Fri Dec 11, 2009, 4:41 PM

_{Saturday night my first high school dance
Showin' up late in my sundays best
Seen you before ahh but not in that dress
The dj's last song and I lost the dare
So with my heart and my pride on the line
I asked you to dance for our first time right there

Holding hands in the hall
All night wait for your call it's 2 am and were still on the phone
Hanging out at the mall oh that old picture show
I reach for your lips girl first taste of love
That old ford truck was your daddy's worst fear
Oh I remember the way love felt in freshman year

Graduated in may we went our seperate ways
Til the hole in my heart was too much to take
You made that drive down to my dorm room that night
Every knock at the door you go and hide
And I thought I'd drown in the tears that you cried
Just a holdin on tight
We found a way to relight that old fire that night

We were young and wild hanging out too late at night
At all those college bars, cheap natty light
Just like one of the guys you stuck right by my side
At every football game there with a smile
Two in the crowd screaming "go dawgs. go!"
Oh I remember the way love felt in freshman year

Oh we're still young and wild hanging out to late at night
In all these college bars. cheap natty light
Just like one of the guys you stuck right by my side
At every football game there with a smile
Two in the crowd screaming "go dawgs, go!"
Oh I remember the way love felt in freshman year
Oh that's freshman year

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LONG story behind that song....it means A LOT to me and I thought I would share it with you guys, and yes you are free to ask about the history of it :D}

5 Comments

Mood: Adoration
Listening to: Freshman Year - Brantley Gilbert

Talk about a BAD end to a BAD year

Thu Dec 3, 2009, 9:37 PM

you want the details NOTE me

2 Comments

Mood: Bemused

Updates GOOD THINGS!!!

Tue Dec 1, 2009, 9:07 AM

_{I think I'm finally over all the bullshit and drama I've had to deal with over the last almost two months.....I got rid of it, I'm no longer in contact with said person and I feel so stress free and happy for the first time in almost a year.

I'm hanging out with my friends more, I got myself a new look and attitude, I even might have found a new guy

I've been having fun these last few days and tonight is going to be amazing, I have a date! I somehow suckered this guy into seeing New Moon and Chinese food :D!!! And best of all I'm going back to my hometown for all of this <3 Memories that always made me happy!!

I'm just more happy in general, as well I took a few art commissions and I'm slowly easing my way back into art.

I think I figured what was my problem over the last almost 1.5 years, and said problem is gone and I just feel FREE!

Thanks,
Heather}