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6 months......
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"We met, it seems, such a short time ago
You looked at me - needing me so
Yet from your sadness
Our happiness grew
And I found out I needed you too
I remember how we used to play
I recall those rainy days
The fire's glow
That kept us warm
And now I find - we're both alone
Goodbye may seem forever
Farewell is like the end
But in my heart is a memory
And there you'll always be
Goodbye may seem forever
Farewell is like the end
But in my heart is a memory
And there you'll always be" - The Fox and The Hound
How I miss you so Beau, it's coming on 6 months without you and feels like it was yesterday I made the choice to end your battle with cancer. I miss you more then words can say and my heart aches for you everyday. It kills me knowing you're gone my little "Copper" dog. I still remember almost naming you Copper after my favorite Disney movie. What I would do just to hug you one last time! What I would do to hear that bay, smell you, hold you...just touch you one last final time. I took you for granted and now that you're gone there is so much I regret. I wish I could take it all back.
I miss training with you and watching you roll in the grass. I miss telling you my hopes and dreams. I miss having my best friend around. I miss my shadow, my heart and my soul. You took a large part of my heart with you when you left and I deeply miss you. It's not the same.
I can't believe it's been 6 months without you boy. Six of the longest and hardest months of my life. I can finally smile at some of your memories, and I finally got to see a Beagle the other day and I didn't break down sobbing.
I miss you boy and hope you're happy at the bridge, maybe one day I'll get the courage to watch The Fox and The Hound again one day.
Happy Hunting Beau I love you and miss you so much my baby boy.
You looked at me - needing me so
Yet from your sadness
Our happiness grew
And I found out I needed you too
I remember how we used to play
I recall those rainy days
The fire's glow
That kept us warm
And now I find - we're both alone
Goodbye may seem forever
Farewell is like the end
But in my heart is a memory
And there you'll always be
Goodbye may seem forever
Farewell is like the end
But in my heart is a memory
And there you'll always be" - The Fox and The Hound
How I miss you so Beau, it's coming on 6 months without you and feels like it was yesterday I made the choice to end your battle with cancer. I miss you more then words can say and my heart aches for you everyday. It kills me knowing you're gone my little "Copper" dog. I still remember almost naming you Copper after my favorite Disney movie. What I would do just to hug you one last time! What I would do to hear that bay, smell you, hold you...just touch you one last final time. I took you for granted and now that you're gone there is so much I regret. I wish I could take it all back.
I miss training with you and watching you roll in the grass. I miss telling you my hopes and dreams. I miss having my best friend around. I miss my shadow, my heart and my soul. You took a large part of my heart with you when you left and I deeply miss you. It's not the same.
I can't believe it's been 6 months without you boy. Six of the longest and hardest months of my life. I can finally smile at some of your memories, and I finally got to see a Beagle the other day and I didn't break down sobbing.
I miss you boy and hope you're happy at the bridge, maybe one day I'll get the courage to watch The Fox and The Hound again one day.
Happy Hunting Beau I love you and miss you so much my baby boy.
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Happy Birthday to me!
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25 today!!!
When the fuck did I get old?!
When the fuck did I get old?!
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It's been three months....
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Since my dog was stolen from me from cancer and I'm still sobbing myself to sleep every night and clinging to his collar that stays under my pillow because it smells like him.
I miss Beau so damn much 
I ALWAYS knew loosing him would hurt me, but I NEVER thought I would lose my grip on reality the way I have.......
I'm LITERALLY going crazy from grief and am having bad panic attacks and having a hard time coping. I miss my damn dog....
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RIP Beau
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Beau is gone....he had cancer
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